I am realizing how terrifying it is going to be

when I  keep growing my hair out…until January. 

I may lose friends because of the fact that I will look like cousin it and they will not be sure if it is me or not. 

I may just turn into a giant knot-im scared, im frightened. 

I dont know if I can do this, but I will for the children who are getting my hair when its chopped off. 

alright. here we go.